There was that feeling again. That helpless feeling when we are in need of a person. That feeling when everything that you do doesnt satisfy you or people around you. That feeling when you finally admit that all those people who you wanted close to you didnt serve their purpose. All your efforts went down the drain.
Like Tahereh Mafi said,
“All I ever wanted was to reach out and touch another human being not just with my hands but with my heart.”
All that I have ever wanted is just that but everytime I am disappointed. People are disappointing. They are just never there when you want them to. All of them have their own reasons to stay back. To be patient with you.
But then you will realise people are not important. They are not wrong to go away. It was your mistake all along. Your priorities. Where are your priorities? Whom do you depent on? Thats what matters. And when you put them on the wrong people and expect some thing more from them, that’s when you will be disappointed. All mortals are disappointing. So where do you go? Whom do you expect to stand by through your difficulties?
The answer is just within you. Your Creator. Depend on him. Tell him all your worries. Expect from him. And he will grant you, if not what you asked for, something better. He will grant neverthless. And He will never disappoint you. Because He stays by you. Always.
“Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.”
― Jodi Picoult, My Sister’s Keeper